Saturday, March 25, 2006 ;
7:18:00 PM
been bz lately,wit' exercises goin on.and yes am currently posting this entry in the middle of me freakin' duty.miss ma bie so much.luv u.bt hey im not the kinda guy who posts abt me relationship and all.dun wan ma relationship to get involve with this mumbo-jumbo-bloggy-shityy-thingy
manh'.
how'r u guys doin?fine i hope.me?lets talk abt tat later ait.aniwaes 2 and a half mnths to got to clear me leave..been really waitin' for this moment.juz cant wait for that moment to arrive.but hey,in singapore, enjoyment is momentary.it wont last.unlike love.coz love's god gift to us all..
aniwaes great news.i have finally got an understudy.and his name's hafiz frm bmtc.okae here i go..
welcome to hell".. i mean aboard, yep welcome "aboard" to the ever
carin-sharin-loving-smiling-laughing-all the work u have to do-ing QM Br!!..
i'll be guiding u frm now on and as you know encik wants u to fill the void afta taiwan, so be prepared.bt 1 reminder though, i aint gonna be teachin' u everitin', coz work here,requires fuckin' up and messing a few things then u
kena fuck before u get 'em right.alright.oh and dun take the storemen lightly, they can b veri irritating most of the tym.and buy loads of cigarettes!..u need em' like they say, if u have cigarettes in saf u'll b evribody's best frend..
*smiles from ear to ear*aniwaes, im really not sure on wat to do afta rod-in.really.skewl?nah no money.actually goin bck to skewl's a great idea.bt hey i tink its ripe tat i do sumtin to earn maself sum cash and handle a few family matters.coz my familys' the ferst priority in life.i think im mature and experience enuf for tat.take 'em lyk another challenge.yeah tat'll b great.then study.hmm.wont it?actually im grateful to the saf really, i learn a number of stuffs here, life outside would b fucked up.u have to cover ur ass asap and run like f.gump :) 2 years right here really taught me a thing or too really.
aniwaes tats all i have to say i guess.chiaoz. oh how am i? fucked!
strollin' the callin'
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7:16:00 PM
"barf"
strollin' the callin'
Saturday, March 04, 2006 ;
2:00:00 PM
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pi**ed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
strollin' the callin'
